This isn't another mindset program. This is deep work that gets into the subconscious to clear out old patterns and wounds.

You’ve healed. You’ve journaled. Spent years in therapy. You’ve “done the work.”

Can we be real about something right now?

Mindset work can only get you so far.

Talk therapy is great but it doesn't get into the subconscious where our trauma and core wounding is stored.


And if you are like me and thought that your Betty Crocker upbringing wasn't "that bad" to experience trauma, I am just going to say it right now...we are wrong.

Trauma comes in many forms and if there is one thing that is universal it's that we all experienced it.

Challenges You May Be Facing:

The way you know parts of your subconscious is running [ahem ruining] your life is through a few ways:

Bock #1: Energetic Ceilings:

You've hit a ceiling for how much money you can earn or hold. No amount of hard work or applying for promotions move the needle.

You're "stuck" at your level or anytime you get ahead, something comes up to drain your bank account once again.

Block #2: Misaligned Relationships:

You secretly hold resentments towards your partner or you have a hard time opening up and letting your love in because you hold a deep seeded belief that there is only one person that can take care of you; and that's you.

Block #3: Hiding Your Power

You are hiding your power and magic for fear of what other people will say or you don't want to step on anyone else's toes so you tone yourself down.

This is the energetic alchemy of reclaiming yourself from your shadow.

THIS IS FOR THE WOMAN WHO:

  • Has done years of personal development—but still feels disconnected from her body, her truth, or her voice

  • Feels a deep call to something sacred, but doesn’t know how to get there

  • Is a coach, healer, leader, or guide who knows she’s meant for more; but keeps “playing small”

  • Knows she has medicine for the world but is still trying to be “palatable” or “liked”

  • Feels terrified of being “too much” and exhausted from doing too much for everyone else

  • Wants to feel alive, lit up, and liberated—not just spiritually, but also soulfully

Inside Becoming, you will unravel the tightly wound conditioning, beliefs, and sabotaging that has been keeping you from living in alignment with your truth.

We’ll dive into the shadows, the shame, the grief, and the fear.

To uncover who you are at your core.

This is not therapy. This is initiation.

A homecoming.

A ritual of rebirth.

A becoming.

Who are you becoming?

how we work together:

This is a 3-month one-on-one ceremonial coaching experience.

We work together in the virtual space that we create together.

🜁 Coaching Calls (2x/month)

Each session is a deep-dive; part shadow work, part energetic healing, part sacred strategy, held in fierce, loving presence. We go exactly where your soul is asking to be met.


🜁 Ritual Practices + Sacred Assignments

You’ll be given rituals, journal prompts, embodiment practices, and somatic tools designed to gently unravel the freeze patterns and protective armour that have kept your soul expression hidden.


🜁 Private WhatsApp Access

You’re not doing this alone. As things rise—old patterns, new desires, initiatory moments—you’ll have my presence in your pocket. Voice notes, reflections, and real-time witnessing to walk with you between sessions.

Why this? Why now?

Because you’ve outgrown the version of you that stays small, silent, or hidden.

Because your body is screaming to be heard.

Because your voice is ready to be unshackled.

Because your soul knows—it’s time.

And deep down… you do too.


This is who you are becoming.

Hi, I'm Ellie

[and that is Ruby]

I am a Priestess Apprentice with the 13 Moon Mystery School and a coach that works with clearing the shame and shadows that come with living a life that feels really good.

But really what I do is initiate women into the energetic frequency that is needed so they can become the best version of themselves.

I came to this work as someone who people went to with the things that they felt like they couldn't tell anyone else. Kind of like your confidant but you also were received exactly how you are.

My gift as a Human Design Projector is the ability to see the bigger picture when you feel like you have tried it all but can't quite make the shift into who you want to become.

My practice weaves in elements of my priestess work; the ritual and ceremony of remembering who we were before we were told to be someone we aren't.

Best option

3 months of coaching, paid in full

$2497

popular

A month payment plan for 3 months with a $500 deposit

$667

DEEP DIVE

A 4 hour virtual deep dive into the frequency that you are here to shift

$697

Extended payment plan available

Not sure if this is a good fit?

Let's hop on a call and see if this is what you are looking for.

ELLIE MCMILLAN

Ellie is a Priestess of the 13 Moon lineage , ceremonialist, and podcast host for the Attune to Your Alchemy podcast.

lHer work consists of leading women who want to reconnect with their sensuality and divine feminine through ceremony and the sacred arts.

She is a Human Design Projector that uses her insight and intuition to coach women through transitional periods in their lives and is passionate about creating opportunities for adding more pleasure into their lives.